Therapist Thoughts

I don’t know why I don’t write despite being a professional writer. I don’t prioritize my own personal thoughts and…

Utterly broken

Everything has been so incredibly confusing lately. I feel like I have lost myself again. I have been told that…

How can I become human? – I can’t be vulnerable

The reason why I’m not writing a lot on this blog is probably the same reason that I still absolutely…

Trauma is Not An Excuse – But an Explanation

I had this comment on another blog of mine the other day. – it said that telling people that narcissistic…

I am sad today

I’m sad today. Sadness is the easiest feeling for me to dissociate from. So while I know that deep down…

We are not the same – stop trauma dumping on me

I don’t know if I am the only person who struggles with this but lately I have had to deal…

Life is just a big fat no right now

I don’t know why I don’t write when I am struggling the most. It would help so much to reflect…

Losing everything over and over

I often say that I feel like a graveyard filled with the graves of my past lives. A lot of…

Body and Mind Mess

I sometimes wonder how healthy people feel. I don’t think many of them are aware of their privilege. They just…

Anger

I don’t like anger. I hate angry people. A lot of what I remember from my childhood is related to…